Another zykaar post

After a really long time I was talking to this zykaar, just random incidents and all of a sudden she goes 'Wait,wasn't she your best friend ?'
I was like yeah leave it, then this female goes " That bitch is going down ! " I just burst laughing.
You made my day.
Sometimes all you need is 'forget everything let's go kill em all' moments.
The unadulterated drama,all the running behind buses,sensible normal blah blah over pastries , coffee while it's raining ,the 7.52,
I miss you zykaar.
Very much.
Come back soon love.

All you need is Lou

All you need is Lou 

Reminder to self.

I get distracted a lot.woah look a bug or that tree or the shadow or texture or the shade and tint of a certain color or some weird form and I drop what I am doing and go look. The problem is that, I lose interest or forget to complete whatever I was on to earlier. As a result I have this huge heap of stuff I want to do, I have to do, I have started ,Half-way there, Almost done but not complete ! In my diary there are pages and pages of things I want to but I don't cause I forget so this post as a reminder to my-self to post ,to work ,to draw,to paint,to click,to upload,to share.

Another night

Another night

Thinking

Over thinking

I toss and turn

The yellow light , I notice

It has always been there

I open the window

Air so cold , it jams the zombie brain

It is refreshing

 An end ; as well as a start.

The petrichor

It seeps into you.

You are wide awake

Self #1

    

Argh

You are given a plan.
Too much work,
You know exactly how to, every tiny detail,
Even put all your stuff around you.
To motivate you,
Make you learn,
You start
You dab
You do
You ain't happy.
All you are left with is a headache.
You don't know what the reason is
You just don't.
You just sit.

One of those nights

When you want to be around, yet stay away from everyone.
Wish to sleep ,exhausted ,tired you are but you just can't .
Check your phone knowing that the person's sleeping already.
Want to jot something down,but just shrug it away.
Wish to tell someone something ,you wonder if it should be said.