About art

How can you expect to create something of your own when your mind is set on money and what sells, if you do not dedicate everyday to what you, I do not know how else will you achieve what you have always dreamed of.

Why?

When given a choice between something best and worst , you end up going for the worst because you are ridiculous and your brain is a dung bomb or maybe dumbly dory's right!  Damn you A.P.W.B.D! 

 P.S - My first attempt at creating something on corel draw at home ! 2minute thing and it is bad.

Too many diaries!

Must maintain a single sketchbook! 
#Reminder to self
Argghhh!
Now I have about 15 sketchbooks! 
Grrr, learn sy learn!

We

Can we be any more delusional, we know everything is absurd,  yet we want to be sure of everything.

You

No one can diminish yourself but you.

Jhadoo marogey

You have to earn your livelihood what else you'll do jhadoo marogey? 
I have never got a grasp on this concept of 'jhaado marna ' they say that with such distaste as if it is a sin, how do you classify which work is demeaning ?
  What makes you think you are greater than them ? Just because you speak a half assed different language with a fake accent?Why is it that a small humble job which some do with their hearts no qualms and lead a happy life, what is your problem with that? You have no qualms selling your soul to do filthy work but ** oh-dear-lord- they are doing what they love, that's so menial ! God-forbid if I ever turn into that life loving content person that they are - such a misery! **

Day #6

Roll roll roll on the cold cold floor.
Sigh*

Monsoon makes me all gooey squishy from inside
Carves a hole in my stomach
All the memories come flooding
Just waiting for the next bout of rain.