Sketchbooks

When out of ideas,  go to your sketchbook! :")
How I love them all! 

How times change

You amuse me blogger

The posts which I am trying to publish since forever , well they are stuck in forever.
And the publish failed post is published
Amusing.

Publish Failed

Why would you do that ?
Why?
Countless times!
All my energy and time I dedicate to you!
You have this tiny fit for a second,
one second and all that I produced is gone,
Why blogger why,  would you fail to publish my posts?

An interesting day

It started as a normal day,  internship at the bhau daji lad museum
I had to collect natural fallen objects (to some people-garbage) lying around in the jijamata udyan aka rani ka baug!
I went inside and started collecting and it brought a smile to my face, it reminded me of the time when I used to leave my house with a sketchbook pen, camera walking across different roads sitting and sketching  ancient trees, the twisted branches, graceful creepers, withered walls, shooting random moments, utterly fail at composing, try to capture the vivid patterns, even attempt to create some, stare at a wriggly worm, follow a butterfly, meow at a cat,  talk to crows  till the sky blue turned prussian,  that would be my cue.

Been ages since I've done that,
A nice long walk , alone, no purpose,  no worries,  no desires, nothing concrete, no expectations,  just a walk.

Thank you BDL for reminding me!

And now the photographs!

Another life.

It seems as if , it was all an eternity ago,
It never made any sense then nor is it making any sense now,
There never would have been enough time,
I feel as if it was another life
another reality
when we were together
Sometimes I wonder,  if you called, would I still recognize your voice?
I fail to remember your last laugh
the last fight,
the last hug,
the last kiss,
the last goodbye.

Sound of music

You have to live the life you were born to live.

The unloved list

On the same note.
Let's say an extension of that note.
The ones I hate doing / reluctant to move my arse cause it is too tedious

 Have to start ticking that too.
So see you tomorrow print! 
( P. S - the only thing that ever inspired me to pursue print was a photograph of R.C.A's printing machine )
Here's hoping I'll ever get to work with it ! Till then I'll be glad at least I  have a shitty one!

Hamartia

Often I find myself wondering how is it possible, that a certain small choice , leads to a string of other bizarre events!  One single choice - and lo came crashing all the dominoes.
And you never realize when the events unfold, later you are just dumbstruck as to what happened and how and it leads you back to that one incident.
Then it all makes sense in the Poetics.

A line.

Now it's your time so make it gold!
A line someone said.

FnL

Fat and lazy times
Sigh.
Le food detector*
Beep beep whiiirrrr
Om nom nom
Stuff stuff
Chomp chomp
Devour plates too and the knives.
*shrug
must get back to the books.

Letter #6

Haah. Long,time no see dude.
Hahaa I can feel the looks you would've given me for talking like that. Don't worry! That's just to piss you off. So suppppppp :p okay, no more. Sooooooooooo waaaaaddduuuppp. Gaaah I feeeeeels stuuuuupeeeeed :P. Hi. Hi. Hi. Hi. Hi. Hi.hi.hi.hi.hi.hi.hi
*ameoba dance moves*
Have to read for tomorrow's tutorial!
So baiiiiissssssss bzing bing ding.
Tatu.
Love with a greater than sign placed next to a three. That much love.
Chi. I better leave before you kick me.
Toodles (the keypad attacks me) you hate hakka noodles.
And I'm leaving.
Standing line underscore zero round bracket open underscore round bracket close.
I know you stopped reading.

From the mirror.

The Philosophers curse

Immanuel Kant
Edward Bullough
Jose Ortega Y Gasset
Theodor Lipps
Virgil C. Aldrich
Yeah, Aesthetics. Hours and hours spent on pondering over four pages. And when you finally get what they are saying, you are like - wait seriously? Could you possibly make it not so complicated!
when I look back at my simple version of their concoction . I smile,  if someone would've put forth that to people,  I guess no one would have entertained them, probably that happened or not (it is not relevant) , plus if it was all so simple we never would have bothered.
( I feel we often chase things out of our reach and head for all the resulting tangles ourselves )
So enraged,
'' Now you may all rot in our words (and dictionaries) ''
they said.